7 months ago, I was pleading for you to stay. But you didn’t. If you did however, I wouldn’t have found out that things eventually gets better. Some days I miss you and all the good talks we had. I still love you, but I guess I just don’t like you anymore. It happens. I’m sorry.
I don’t like the memories because the tears come easily..
It sucks when you miss that one person so much that you look through old photos, old messages, even old statuses. And it brings back a smile to your face, but then the hurt comes back and you know you shouldn’t be looking back, but you can’t help it because it really meant something to you and you thought it would have lasted.
I don’t even care anymore.
Now I know what it’s like to have one of those “idgaf” attitude. Because, honestly I don’t anymore. I’ve gotten to the point where I need to learn that people in the world are mean and always will be. Everyone that told me they would always be there for me lied. And, I don’t think I can trust people anymore. They take advantage of my effort and happiness to make them feel better, and once they found someone better than me, they throw me away. It’s an endless cycle.
(Source: helladaniela, via fooledbymysmile)









